Feeling Blue at Christmas

I started decorating in November and finished shopping the first week of December.  I was so excited for this year because my little dude finally understands Christmas.  For the first time in almost 6 years, he told Santa what he wanted. It was all going so well and I was so hopeful.  I even was able to snap a couple family photos with my phone for our Christmas card. It meant the world to me to just have one…even if it wasn’t perfect. I just wanted one of us together. …

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