Special Needs Behaviors Can’t be Fixed With Traditional Discipline

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We need to talk about discipline.  Particularly discipline and special needs children. 

My oldest has Autism and a handful of other diagnosis. 

For most of his younger years he simply did not have behaviors at home. His behaviors occurred at school and I strongly subscribed (past tense to some extent) to the ideology that kids should not be double punished. That if something happens at school, and the child receives a consequence, that the child should not be double punished at home. 

Then my life exploded. A handful of close deaths. My husband left our family. Leaving our family home. Two years of pure chaos. 

This is when my son started to have behaviors at home. At this point I was a single mom with three kids. One with special needs and two young children (one being a newborn). 

I was young and drowning in life. I will be the first to admit that landslide almost swallowed me whole. And discipline…discipline was the last thing on my mind. We focused on counseling and therapy. Counseling and therapy was going to heal and “fix” everything. 

Until it didn’t. 

But, isn’t that a common theme among special needs parents?

The feeling of being swallowed whole?

Whether it’s at the initial diagnosis, or when behaviors or symptoms worsen, or when major life changes occur and the child with a disability takes the changes 10000x harder that a typically developing child would.

We seek out traditional therapies and counseling and services. Sometimes they work. Sometimes they simply don’t.  

All of this becomes part of our story. Part of our daily life. Part of the why we do what we do. And, the why we don’t do things other people think we should. 

Back to discipline and my son. 

As I swam to the top of the mess that my life became I was greeted with the overwhelming message (from everyone) of:

He’s out of control. 

You need to disciple him. 

This is your fault.  (This one was a common one). 

You didn’t disciple him when he was little and now it’s too late. 

He’s manipulating you. 

He’s controlling your life. 

I bought into what everyone was saying. I thought logically If everyone was saying the same thing. They must be right. 

I did what “everyone wanted” and what “must be right” and went with traditional discipline. 

And, there was a lot of police involvement.

A lot of trips to crisis.

A few inpatient episodes. 

Each time I tried disciplining my child the way society screamed at me that I should, my child broke down.

It was then on me to protect my other kids.

Protect my self.

Protect property.

Protect everything from a child going berserk. 

Next, it was also on me to find someone to essentially throw my other two kids at so I could follow the ambulance to crisis. Where we would sit, for days and days. 

What people on the outside don’t understand is that (most) of the time (for children like mine) crisis doesn’t work. Inpatient doesn’t work. State counseling and service coordination doesn’t work. There isn’t a magic wand of this is what you should do-a manual of follow these steps to fix your child. 

If I would have stayed with traditional discipline it would have broke my child.

It would have broke me. There is no doubt in my mind. 

Four long years later and some days I’m still drowning. Some days I’m floating along. And, some days I’m dry on land. (Those days I think I actually know what I’m doing). 

There is a common misunderstanding among the general public that people with Autism don’t feel. The truth is people with Autism feel everything. Sometimes they can’t communicate what they’re feeling. Sometimes they can’t express it “appropriately”. But, there is no doubt they feel. 

My son has BIG feelings he can’t always control. And, BIG ways of expressing those feelings. 

My son is 14 now. There was an issue recently with someone new in our life. My son was wrong. Plain and simple. Wrong. No one in our immediate circle was necessarily surprised at what my son did. We have all seen the worst of the worst. We remember the nights of needing to call 911 with such desperation in the call that 8 officers would respond. 

The new person wanted me to punish my son the way one would punish a typically developing 14-year old. I explained over and over that wouldn’t work and why. I explained our trips to crisis and the lack of accomplishing anything. I tried to explain years of living with broken systems to someone who had no idea. 

My child was punished.

How I saw fit.

The punishment did have some impact based on conversations I had with my child. Based on a slight change in future behavior. 

I will take a slight change in future behavior. That is a win for me 100%. 

If you don’t live this life. If you don’t live with a child with special needs. If you don’t live with an extreme child. If you’re not there day in and day out – you really have no idea. It’s not something you can read about on the internet.  It’s not something you can hear about from friends. 

Because, let’s be real, it’s human nature to go back to,“if that was my child I’d do this” or “I’d never deal with that” or “it’s all your fault because you’re parenting all wrong”. 

And, honestly, that’s okay. Our lives are so different than typically developing “normal lives” that sometimes it’s hard for even me to comprehend.  

And, sometimes it’s hard for me to even see.  

To see how we, as parents, change our parenting based on the child and situation.

My 7-year old started having behaviors. I started with strict “no”.  Recently, he lost PlayStation for the night because he was naughty. He whined and told me I was unfair and so forth but within a few minutes he said okay and moved on.  I’ll spare the details but that is NOT how it would have gone with my oldest.  

After everyone went to bed and I replayed the day in my head I had a moment of (wow).  It’s not my fault my oldest responds the way he does.

It’s not my fault I changed expectations based on ability which to an outside looks like a lack of discipline. 

I was talking to another parent of multiple children. She has an adult child with mental health and behavioral issues. She also has a daughter who is early 20s and super successful. She shared people will often tell her how she “really did well with that one”. Her response is “I didn’t parent any of them extraordinarily different”…. “I am no more responsible for ones success then I am for another’s failures”.  She ended our conversation with “you can’t parent away mental illness..you can’t discipline away behaviors as a result of disabilities…if only we could and if only people would get that we can’t.” 

You can’t truly understand what you don’t live.

It’s not possible.

Some things you have to see and feel and be in to understand. 

But, every single person on earth can be kind. And understanding. 

“Walk a mile in my shoes, see what I see, hear what I hear, feel what I feel.. THEN maybe you’ll understand why I do what I do.. ‘till then don’t judge me.” (Unknown source). 

Written by, Jacquliene Waxman

Jacqueline Waxman, M.Ed is a blogger-in-training living in New Jersey with her kids. I’m a social worker by profession and special needs Mom. I chauffeur children to their preferred destinations, feed-bathe-and-clothe my little people when we are not playing outside. Passions include writing, photography and advocacy. You can follow my page at Walking a THIN Gray Line.

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Kate Swenson lives in Minnesota with her husband Jamie, and four children, Cooper, Sawyer, Harbor and Wynnie. Kate launched Finding Cooper's Voice from her couch while her now 11-year-old son Cooper was being diagnosed with autism. Back then it was a place to write. Today it is a living, thriving community of people who want to not only advocate for autism, but also make the world a better place for individuals with disabilities and their families. Her first book, Forever Boy, will be released, April 5, 2022.

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