A Glimpse of Autism in the Year of Covid

I’ve been replaying the past year in my head over and over a lot lately. A whole year consumed by covid. What a whirlwind. What a ride. This crazy virus consuming a large portion of our time and energy.  It’s been fast and it’s been slow. There has been so much confusion intermingled with delicate moments of pure clarity. It’s been a year of more anger and separation in our world, yet one of so much love and community. There’s been stress. Anxiety. And so much change. Pivoting on a…

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‘No’, the most complicated word in the English language

NO. One of the smallest words in the English language with the most power.  Such a small word. Sometimes it’s the first word you learn.  As an adult, it’s easy, short, authoritarian.  Many times you don’t even have to explain it. When I became a mom, I knew this word would become important.  I knew it would be challenged by young minds.  I knew as my kids became teenagers, it would become even more important.   I never really gave it much thought, never really paid attention to the power and disappointment…

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The Many Emotions of Covid

Like most of you, since Covid 19 struck, I feel like I have been underground these past few months. I have been consumed and somewhat distraught by the many issues plaguing our society. Too much clutter in my brain has prevented me from digging into my autism mom heart and sharing. Fear not…I think I have found something meaningful (I hope) to write about. If you enjoy my blogs I thank you for your patience. If you don’t…well then you don’t. I cycled through many emotions during the beginning of…

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Quarantine Confession

Every day we wait outside for a package we never ordered. The days of quarantine are long, especially for a child with special needs.  The lack of routine is brutal.  I use it as a distraction.  It is inevitable that the moment Zac and I step out of the family room we will hear the familiar screeching: Help! Stop it! I know at the bottom of the steps Jordan will be lunching for her brother’s neck so she can catch them for a passionate embrace.  It would be enough to…

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