Posts Tagged ‘intensive outpatient’
Hopefully Hurting
Another time comes that I must leave you behind so you can continue working on getting better; that raw pain in my chest returns, feels like I’m suffocating, like I can’t breathe. Sometimes I think my heart could actually break. It’s a stabbing pain that with each breath is more intense than the last. It feels like I’m carrying a ten thousands stones in my bones that with each step gets heavier. A million little things race through my mind. Razor blades cover my throat that I feel small cuts…
Read MoreNothing is Normal About Today
I spent this Thanksgiving in Baltimore, split from those I love. Instead I spent it with my son and with families that feel the same aching, haunting pain that I do. We sit as strangers, yet we know each others stories better than our own relatives. For at today’s table, we are reminded of that, as our chairs remain vacant at the homes we have left behind. As life continues stirring around us with no one really understanding what we feel. Expect these strangers I celebrate with today; they do,…
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