Confessions of a Special Needs Parent

Parenting is hard.  I think we can all agree on that. You are raising a tiny little human from birth to adulthood without an instruction manual and silently praying they turn out sane and loving.

Now imagine if that tiny little human has a diagnosis of some sort. Autism. Cerebral Palsy. Traumatic Brain Injury. The diagnosis could be physical, emotional or neurological. It could be obvious. Or maybe it’s invisible to the outside world.

Scary right.

You aren’t a doctor. Or a therapist or a physiologist. There is no instruction manual. It’s just you knowing in your gut that something is wrong. It feels like a roller coaster. It feels out of control. And just like parents of typical kids…you have no idea what you are doing. But yet, you are entrusted to raise this tiny little VULNERABLE human.

At first you don’t want to acknowledge it. Then, you don’t want to believe it. And once you get over that hurdle you want to talk about it. You need knowledge. You need to vent. You need a friend. You need people to understand.

Parent Shaming

You turn to your spouse. Your family. Your friends. Whomever will listen. You need help. You need someone to hear you. But the conversation seems awkward. Strained. The friend looks at you funny. You see judgement. Doubt. They don’t relate. They don’t understand.

You try in the break room with co-workers. You try to vent during happy hour. But it never seems right. The looks make you feel shameful. No one gets it.

So, you stop talking.  You silence yourself. You start to wonder if you are complaining. Maybe you are just bad at the parenting thing. Maybe, just maybe, you are making some of it up in your head.

You start to doubt everything.

From that moment forward you struggle silently. You keep your mouth shut.

When you do mention any of your struggles you feel the need to put…’but I love my child’…in every sentence.

I want to tell you that this is wrong and it is an inevitable part of raising a special needs child. It happens to me frequently as a writer and a mother. So, in retaliation, I asked special needs parents to confide in me. I asked for their secrets. Their confessions. I asked their deepest, darkest thoughts. I did this because you and I need to know that we aren’t alone. Our feelings are normal. I also want to shed a little light on what it is like to live in a day in our life.

It’s a secret world.

My Advice To You Dear Friend

On your darkest days I want you to read these words from your fellow parents. And you will know that you are not alone. What you feel is completely normal.

I want to tell you that you will make it through this journey. You just need to change what the end result looks like. Make a few adjustments. Or, A LOT of adjustments. You prayed for this child like every other parent. And not once did you pray for a child with special needs. So, you need to adjust. Make modifications. All while going through and living the hurricane of special needs.

That takes time.

Go easy on yourself. Feel every feeling. Be upset. Be sad. This life is hard. And then learn to laugh. Because that’s the only damn thing that will get you through.

I promise you with every ounce of my heart that you are going to survive this.

We didn’t choose this life. It chose us. 225 of you sent me confessions. These are my favorite.

My Favorites

”I love my daughter to the end of my entire being. I prayed so hard to become a mom and she is who I got and I love that I was blessed to have her, but sometimes, I really hate that this will be my life forever. I have people who encourage me to see the beauty in autism. But the life I live everyday isn’t always beautiful.

“I’m scared I don’t love my son enough. Through the trauma of the diagnosis and the daily difficulties we face I sometimes fantasize about running away. I wish my life was different.”

“The bad days are so bad. And the good days are bad too. It almost seems unreal. Why is this so hard?”

“I’m addicted to over the counter sleeping pills. My anxiety is so high over not sleeping that I have to take a sleeping pill just to fall asleep. And I don’t even care.”

“I haven’t told my boys (ages 6 and 4) that they have autism. I know it’s coming. I am terrified.”

I’m not planning for college. Instead I’m planning a way to pay for her care for the rest of her life.”

“I have to message this one because it is so dark to me and the thought scares me and breaks my heart simultaneously. I fear my son will require constant care for his whole life and I’m scared one day I may resent him for it.”

It’s all my fault. #AUTISM”

“I hate people who say it’s a blessing. Autism is a curse. My son is higher functioning, so was diagnosed later (his early symptoms were to subtle to get anyone to listen). No child should have to go to treatment all day instead of playing. I will never consider having another child, I love my kids, and EVERY DAY is a struggle for them, and us. Every time I call their names and get no response, I crumble inside.”

“I know in a weird way I should be thankful that my son is so severe that he won’t know he is different. He won’t know he is being bullied. And in a way it provides me comfort. But in a way it crushes me even more. My son doesn’t have any idea what is happening around him. How can I live with that?”

“I fake everything. I am always smiling. I am always laughing. People say I am the strongest woman they know. LIES. I am heartbroken. I love my kids. I love my husband. But I am a different person. And no one understands. I feel like a shell of the woman I used to be.”

“I was telling my best friend I don’t want to have another child because I’m scared they could have special needs or have them worse than my son (even though I want more kids more than anything!) And she said “but that’s just hard on you because you have to do a lot for him…would you change anything about him?” And I had to answer no I wouldn’t change him, but the truth is…I would. I would change EVERYTHING!

“Some of the sounds my son makes actually haunt me. I have to wear head phones at times.”

Confessions On Parenting

“I have resentment towards my child.”

Sometimes the pain makes it hard for me to even look at my daughter.”

“I relive my pregnancies trying to figure out what I did wrong.”

“I always tell my son he can do anything, that we can do anything. Sometimes I’m actually not sure if he can but we keep trying anyway. (he has proven me wrong many times)”

“I have a “sad” moment every single day about the things that my son will miss out on because of his non-verbal, severe autism. I do everything I can to help him, but it never seems like it’s enough. I allow myself one good, gut-wrenching cry a week. If I didn’t limit it, I wouldn’t be able to function. He was diagnosed 2 and a half years ago, and it hasn’t gotten easier.”

“I am jealous of parents that have kids that aren’t severe. First I was jealous of parents with normal kids. NOW I’m jealous of autistic kids that talk.”

“I’m cheating my other children.”

“Sometimes I put him in his room for an hour with the tablet and just cry by myself while I clean up the terrible messes he makes at home. I know he’s safe and I have a second to myself to just have a pity party. It’s terribly lonely. Even though my husband understands, he doesn’t truly get it. I have to worry about all the quirks, preferences, schedules, and everything else. It’s very weighing! And as much as parents to typical children say they understand and support me, it doesn’t really help. There’s no end!”

“I hate when my son doesn’t have services because I have to deal with his behavior for the whole day.”

I see no future for my child and it breaks my heart daily.

“I love my child but there are days when I really don’t like him.”

“I’m tired of all the damn therapy. I don’t know if it’s working. I think we should give up but society won’t allow it. So, we keep doing it. And there is never a break.”

“Its hard for me to reach out because feel like I won’t be accepted because my son is high functioning. I feel shunned like people won’t think I can relate because my sons disability isn’t as obvious as others. But the older he gets the more his differences are obvious to everyone around. I get “he doesn’t look like he has autism” or “he will outgrow it” and it’s frustrating explaining things because it’s not visible.”

“I let my NT 3 year old have a NUK and sleep in my bed because I have so much guilt.”

“I feel like I’m never enough. I can’t do it all but I pretend I can and it’s exhausting.”

“I spend days wondering if I can handle having this child with me until I die. I don’t think I can.”

“I am a failure because this is so much bigger than me. And I am not strong enough.”

My kid deserves a way better parent. I do everything I can and it’s never enough. He always needs more. I have nothing left to give.”

Confessions On Marriage

“I am angry at my husband because he gets to have a job. I have a college degree too and I can’t work because no one else can take care of our son.”

“I am jealous of my kids dad. He spends his time with our two younger children while I am forced to miss every event because of our autistic daughter. It’s not fair.”

I know my marriage will not survive this.”

“I hate my husband. He helps with our son but he doesn’t help me emotionally. And that’s almost worse.”

“Autism destroyed my marriage. Now I am divorced. And I know I will never meet anyone because of my son. I tried dating and the men couldn’t handle it. I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. Wait, that’s wrong. I’ll have my son.”

“I am never going to stop grieving and my husband hates me for that. And I hate him in return. I don’t understand why his heart isn’t broken.”

I think my wife is autistic too. I am surrounded by loneliness.”

Confessions On Life

“I give up almost everyday. Actually that’s a lie I give up everyday! Sometimes as soon as I wake up.”

“I fear I won’t survive this.”

“I just gave myself the nickname….crybaby quitter.”

“I feel like I fail in every other area of my life (marriage, home, friendships, other children etc) in an attempt to parent my ASD kiddo.”

“I feel hatred and jealousy towards women who have a bunch of kids (4plus) and there all typical … I only have 2 and ones autistic . I know its terrible but it makes me sad and resentful. Always makes me wonder why my son and not theirs.”

“I killed myself as a single, working mom to get degrees to take care of them without help only to have my child with autism take away my career and I love him but I am mad at him for it.”

“I avoid taking my son to peoples houses. Not because of how hard it is in me. I wish. I’m embarrassed, and so sick of having to try to rationalize things. He pooped on my friends floor once because he didn’t like their toilet. He chews up their stuff. Drops expensive things. They don’t understand autism and I feel judged and so embarrassed.”

“I  am a preschool teacher and it’s so very hard because I see what your “neuro-typical” children can do and I feel such a huge amount of resentment and wishes of my own daughter being able to do the same things I teach every day–writing your name, etc etc.”

In the past I have contemplated suicide.”

“I see and know mother’s who drank and did drugs while they were pregnant and their kids are normal. It makes me crazy. I hate them for it.”

I secretly cry every day. My husband has no idea. He thinks I’m taking a bath over doing laundry.”

“I lost my relationship with God because of this.”

Every day is exactly the same. There are so few moments of sunshine that I can’t stand it. I need it to get easier.”

“I have a co-worker who does nothing but brag about her niece who is the same age as my daughter (5) and how she’s reading, does this and that, basically the sun shines on her ass and she’s perfect in every way. I get so heartbroken by her bragging, inside I’m dying a little bit each time and I just have these feelings of “I wish my daughter could do that.”

“Sometimes I just sit and cry because I don’t know what to do.”

“The weight of the guilt is more than I can handle.”

“My youngest has severe, nonverbal autism. My confession? Some days I am just tired of changing diapers, giving him a shower, brushing his teeth, clipping his nails, shaving his face. I’m tired of getting him dressed, tying his shoes, cutting his food into bite sized pieces. Tired of monitoring his screen time. Tired of the stimming. Tired of not being able to just run to the store when we run out of milk. Tired of not being able to stop for dinner on the way home from our other sons’ games – tired of it always being the McDonald’s drive thru and always having to tear chicken nuggets into four pieces before handing him a bag of fries and chicken pieces- half of which will end up on the floor of the suburban. The thing is — feeling tired of these things– even though I’ve been doing it all for over 19 years now- brings me guilt. I have a handful of friends who have had to bury their children. There is no greater pain than that- and what they wouldn’t give to tend to their children rather than mourn them the rest of their days…So most days, I’m good. But some days, I’m not… and the guilt is stifling.”

On Family

“My parents told me my son is spoiled and just needs to be disciplined. They blamed me and my husband because of one overnight stay with them that was “full blown Autism.” March 7th will be one year since I’ve seen or spoken to them other than an email and one family gathering. I chose my son and husband.”

“Mine is a little different because I’m not technically his mom…Mine is I was done having babies 17 years ago and I shouldn’t have to be doing this. I absolutely loathe my daughter at times for not being a mother. I’m supposed to be the Grandma that spoils them and sends them home. Instead I’m feeling all of the same things as you … I wonder how long I can honestly care for him. He’s five now and I’m already exhausted, what happens when he’s 10 or 15, etc.”

“It drives me crazy when people complain to me about their kid talking too much. Do you know who you’re talking to?! I would give anything (ANYTHING!) to have me son talk my ear off!”

“I’m terrified that my husband’s parents are going to love the ‘other’ grandchildren more than my son.”

I hate my parents and sister for not helping me. I hate listening to them talk about their ridiculous problems. If they only know that every day of my life is a war. And they don’t care to find out.”

“Before my daughter was diagnosed I was crying to my mom about how lost and heartbroken I was. She looked at me and started crying and told me ‘this was hard for her too and that she didn’t like to hear about it.’ That night I googled narcissistic personality disorder. I will never forgive her for not helping me more.’

“I have four siblings, three of which live with 10 minutes of me, and I wouldn’t trust any of them to care for our son should anything happen to us. We have a meeting with a financial planner next week, and I’m not looking forward to the conversation of who i would want to be the guardian. Can I say ‘none of them’?!”

“I hate my siblings for taking their kids for granted.”

On the Future

“Why me? Someone tell me…why me? What did I do wrong?”

“I am 5 months pregnant. I just found out I am having another boy. I am devastated because I know that autism happens less frequently in girls.”

“I will never have another child. I actually made my husband get a vasectomy. I could never do this again.”

“I hope my daughter never has to live without me, it may sound selfish, but I’d rather live with the heartache of losing her than not knowing if she is properly cared for and hurting and not able to express herself.”

I grieve over the life I should’ve had.”

“My heart breaks when I think about huge milestones that we will miss. Graduation, Prom, Senior Pictures, College, Marriage, Grandchildren. I’m never going to have any of it. I should’ve had more kids. But the fear was too great.”

I wouldn’t wish autism on my worst enemy. I cringe and get jealous and emotional when I see a “normal” kid my sons age. When I see them talk or do normal three year old things that mine should but doesn’t it stabs me like a knife inside. It kills me.”

“I don’t understand the purpose of my son’s life. I love him. He is my world. But what is he contributing to society? What is his purpose for being here?”


This is a glimpse into the private world of special needs parenting.

We aren’t all that different from parent’s of typical kids. We struggle. We laugh. We love. We survive. It isn’t always beautiful. Often it can be scary. But the world should NEVER doubt the love that we have for our kids. It is fierce.

How do we advocate for something we hate so much? I hate my son’s disability but I will travel to the end of the world to help him. I am motivated, energized, devastated and heartbroken all at the same time.

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  • miriamgwynne

    February 11, 2017 at 8:13 am
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    This is incredibly powerful. Thank you xx

  • Leon Maus

    February 11, 2017 at 11:44 am
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  • Shri

    February 11, 2017 at 2:18 pm
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    This is the best thing I've read on the internet today..thank you..

    • hazeleyes71
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      September 7, 2017 at 2:11 pm
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      Thank you for these very real sentiments. So honest. I am so glad to go to a place and see where some of the things […] Read MoreThank you for these very real sentiments. So honest. I am so glad to go to a place and see where some of the things I feel inside are expressed in writing. It's almost therapeutic in a way. It is comforting to know I'm not going crazy caring for my own special needs child. Read Less

  • Violet

    February 11, 2017 at 4:10 pm
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    Those are some REAL words, as real s it gets. As both a disabled mom with a disabled kid, I'm completely silenced and isolated. At […] Read MoreThose are some REAL words, as real s it gets. As both a disabled mom with a disabled kid, I'm completely silenced and isolated. At least my words are on this page. We have to let people speak their truth and not be afraid to hear them...but few, if any, will do so without judgement. I'm a former psych nurse and IMHO our culture has completely forgotten how to listen. We accept nothing but positivism.While it's not healthy to be a chronic complainer either, there is a happy medium where people don't have to feel utterly silenced in their struggle. Other cultures seem less focused on the "can do, will conquer" attitude Americans are saddled with. Bravo to you for apologetically sharing all aspects of living with a disabled child...the good, the bad, and the ugly. I blogged for about two years, but people couldn't handle the realness of our lives with a significantly disabled mom and a disabled child (different disabilities). Then I lost my faith in god and people *really* couldn't handle that. I gave up blogging and now sit here in silence again. Yet I know through blogs like your own that I'm not alone. Thank your for that. <3 Read Less

    • findingcoopersvoice
      to Violet

      February 11, 2017 at 4:37 pm
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      Oh my gosh!! This comment. God girl you are real. And that scares people. Can I share this comment on my Facebook page?

      • Violet
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        February 11, 2017 at 5:59 pm
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        Go ahead and share away! Do change that word one word to "unapologetically" please, cuz I love how you don't apologize for anything. You don't […] Read MoreGo ahead and share away! Do change that word one word to "unapologetically" please, cuz I love how you don't apologize for anything. You don't have to and you shouldn't have to. :) Many hugs and much love to you, and to all others who refuse to be silenced. Read Less

    • Violet
      to Violet

      February 11, 2017 at 5:54 pm
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      oops...I meant to write "unapologetically sharing"!

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    February 17, 2017 at 2:29 am
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    February 20, 2017 at 9:43 pm
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    February 22, 2017 at 6:34 am
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    March 14, 2017 at 4:32 pm
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    • Christa
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      May 25, 2017 at 8:31 am
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  • Trisha Wisniewski

    May 23, 2017 at 12:47 pm
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    Sadly, I could have written any of these because they all feel true.

  • Nikki Wallace

    May 23, 2017 at 1:16 pm
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    May 23, 2017 at 1:32 pm
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    May 23, 2017 at 1:38 pm
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    May 23, 2017 at 6:56 pm
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  • p

    June 11, 2017 at 5:47 pm
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    I didn't see the darkest thought I have had. "One of the only reasons I don't commit suicide is because I'm afraid of leaving […] Read MoreI didn't see the darkest thought I have had. "One of the only reasons I don't commit suicide is because I'm afraid of leaving him all alone. I'm the only one who is able to endure this with him. I don't want anyone to hurt him." Read Less

    • Jane
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      June 19, 2017 at 5:08 pm
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      P-You aren't alone in that thought. Oh goodness no you are not the only one and either am I apparently. My son is my shadow, […] Read MoreP-You aren't alone in that thought. Oh goodness no you are not the only one and either am I apparently. My son is my shadow, I am basically his everything. I am the reason he tries so damn hard in school, I am who he thinks about all day (His teachers tell me and he has OCD also so he is basically obsessed with me), I am the only one he will listen to when he needs to be calmed. I am the only one who can even calm him. I am the only one who will listen to his million questions and repetitive questions if not answered thoroughly enough. I am the only one who doesn't get annoyed with him (but let's be honest, I do get annoyed I just hide it away). I am the only one who will do things with him because others get annoyed with him. If there was no me, who would be there for him? His dad tries but just doesn't click with him like I do. Read Less

  • Broken

    June 27, 2017 at 7:05 pm
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    I don't know what I was thinking. I didn't want another child, I just wanted my son to be little again, he was already 12. […] Read MoreI don't know what I was thinking. I didn't want another child, I just wanted my son to be little again, he was already 12. He was perfect. My second husband says I love my son (his stepson) more than our adopted daughter and he resents me for that. He doesn't take the physical abuse and violence that I do every day. I can't go anywhere, I can't take her anywhere, I'm a prisoner in my own home with a bipolar, high functioning, ADHD, fetal alcohol, sensory processing disorder, below average IQ adopted daughter who has been kicked out of three daycares. I had to quit my job. I despise the person I am now because of her. This broken mama should have just waited for grandchildren instead of adopting. Read Less

  • coffeeismyplasma

    July 4, 2017 at 1:54 pm
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    Wow. This is such a powerful read. I'm so grateful this is out there, because these thoughts are so lonely and isolating when kept silent. […] Read MoreWow. This is such a powerful read. I'm so grateful this is out there, because these thoughts are so lonely and isolating when kept silent. Reading this was very freeing. Thank you. Read Less

  • LISA LARRY

    July 12, 2017 at 4:11 am
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    I want the world to know a great man that is well known as Dr Ben, he has the perfect solution to relationship issues and […] Read MoreI want the world to know a great man that is well known as Dr Ben, he has the perfect solution to relationship issues and marriage problems. The main reason why i went to Dr Ben was for solution on how i can get my husband back because in recent times i have read some testimonies on the internet which some people has written about Dr Ben and i was so pleased and i decided to seek for assistance from him on which he did a perfect job by casting a spell on my husband which made him to come back to me and beg for forgiveness. I will not stop publishing his name on the net because of the good work he is doing. I will drop his contact for the usefulness of those that needs his help.His Email Dr Ben CONTACT HIM Via Email benherbaltemple@gmail.com You can contact him today and get your problem solved Call +1(310)-220-0075. Or You Can Also Contact Him Via website: http://benherbaltemple.webs.com/ Read Less

  • Maggie

    July 14, 2017 at 9:18 am
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    This article spoke to me like nothing else has before. It's nice to know you are not alone especially when we live much of […] Read MoreThis article spoke to me like nothing else has before. It's nice to know you are not alone especially when we live much of our lives feeling this way. The isolation by itself is enough to make the even the best of us go insane. I wish I could hug every last one of you. Read Less

  • heather blackwell

    August 12, 2017 at 12:55 pm
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    thank you for sharing this. thank you to the parents courageous enough to share their true perspectives. i feel supported for the first time in […] Read Morethank you for sharing this. thank you to the parents courageous enough to share their true perspectives. i feel supported for the first time in a long time... Read Less

  • Angie

    August 20, 2017 at 5:46 pm
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    I so needed to read this today! Thank you!!!!!

  • Annonymous

    August 20, 2017 at 9:31 pm
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    I've just come across this. After the day I've had I needed this. I've sat and wrote something for one of my local groups. I […] Read MoreI've just come across this. After the day I've had I needed this. I've sat and wrote something for one of my local groups. I read it to my partner only to be made to feel how I felt before I read this by my partner. Thank you for the short time it made me feel normal again. Read Less

  • mona

    August 22, 2017 at 8:40 am
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    MY happiness is back to me after a very long time which i an my ex separated since i was alone my life change every thing about […] Read MoreMY happiness is back to me after a very long time which i an my ex separated since i was alone my life change every thing about me change a friend of mine gave me an email address and told me that this was the email address she contacted when she was in the same problem so i contacted the email i got a reply he ask me to send him my number so i did he was a man call Grate Olili he casted a spell for me and told me that within two day that my ex we be back for good within that two days my ex was back, i and my ex are getting married. next mouth, you contact him at grategodesslovespell@gmail.com or whatsapp +2349071385302 good luck Read Less

  • Sabrina Morris

    August 24, 2017 at 10:35 am
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    Hello, My Names are Sabrina Morris, I am from Marion Iowa, This is a testimony about a Spell Doctor named Great Malawi via meiismcenter@gmail.com, that […] Read MoreHello, My Names are Sabrina Morris, I am from Marion Iowa, This is a testimony about a Spell Doctor named Great Malawi via meiismcenter@gmail.com, that restored my hope and gave me reasons to love my life again. It was my first time to order for a spell or spiritual help because I don’t believe in them; my religion forbids spells or witches. I had no choice than to connect with the Great Malawi when my Husband-To-Be and my Baby Father left me because he was sleeping with my friend. I tried everything possible to win him back physically but he resisted all my efforts until I decided to go spiritual, but I needed higher power that’s why I connected with the Great Spell Cast of Malawi. He proved to me that his spell is not evil and it’s 100% genuine and last for eternity. He was an angel to me and my family during the process of the spell until he finally brought my Baby back as promised. He told me that my Baby’s spirit was distracted towards me and the world, so he called back his spirit and made him remember who he really is and how we started and also the promises he made to me and our child.The Great Malawi is a savior of our time and we should all benefit from his spiritual gifts. Thank you the Great one for giving me my own testimony. He will help you find the man or woman of your dreams if you try him. Connect with him via meiismcenter@gmail.com Read Less

  • Lisa

    August 30, 2017 at 8:30 pm
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    I am out here to speed this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex Husband back.. I was separate with […] Read MoreI am out here to speed this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex Husband back.. I was separate with my husband for the pass 6 year now and I wasn't satisfied i needed to get my husband back because the life of loneliness was so terrible for me and my 3 kids I searched about some possible spell caster that can bring back my Husband and i then come across Dr.AKOR i saw a comment about Dr.AKOR how he bring lovers together with his spell caster I contacted him and he guided me. I asked for solutions, he started the remedy for my spell he ask for some information which i sent to him and also told me that we need to buy some items for the spell to work for me for good and which i sensed the money to him after 48 hours my husband call me and start bagging me for forgiveness for all that happens i am so happy right now that we are back again as one family for any one that may need the help of the great spell caster you can contact his email :drakorspiritualtemple@gmail.com or call or text +2347053821755 from lisa usa. Read Less

  • kathy

    September 1, 2017 at 6:20 am
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    Hi everyone, i believe this might help some people here.. I have had a lot about Dr Shaka and his good works in bringing back […] Read MoreHi everyone, i believe this might help some people here.. I have had a lot about Dr Shaka and his good works in bringing back lost relationships and restoring life, but i never believed in spell casters to get back my husband who left me and three kids over three months ago. so a good friend of mine introduced me to Dr Shaka spell just because my condition was so bad and the responsibilities on my head were more than me. My husband left me for another woman probably because he doesn’t love me anymore, so i emailed Dr via his email ( drshakaspells@gmail.com ) and told him everything, he told me not to worry that my husband will come back. He only told me to believe in him that after casting the spell my husband will come back immediately and beg for forgiveness. Dr Shaka actually did it for me and my husband came back to me within three days and i am very happy and all thanks goes to Dr Shaka. I promised Dr Shaka that i will share this testimony to every one if he make me to be happy with my husband again. and he did it, so that is why i am sharing this testimony to every one out here. Now i am the happiest woman on earth because Dr Shaka restored my marriage. You can also contact him via his email ( drshakaspells@gmail.com ). he can also heal any type of sickness and diseases, court case winning spell, addiction cases, and many more. Read Less

  • Lisa

    September 4, 2017 at 7:03 pm
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    I am out here to speed this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex Husband back.. I was separate with […] Read MoreI am out here to speed this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex Husband back.. I was separate with my husband for the pass 6 year now and I wasn't satisfied i needed to get my husband back because the life of loneliness was so terrible for me and my 3 kids I searched about some possible spell caster that can bring back my Husband and i then come across Dr.AKOR i saw a comment about Dr.AKOR how he bring lovers together with his spell caster I contacted him and he guided me. I asked for solutions, he started the remedy for my spell he ask for some information which i sent to him and also told me that we need to buy some items for the spell to work for me for good and which i sensed the money to him after 48 hours my husband call me and start bagging me for forgiveness for all that happens i am so happy right now that we are back again as one family for any one that may need the help of the great spell caster you can contact his email :drakorspiritualtemple@gmail.com or call or text +2347053821755 from lisa usa. Read Less

  • samata

    September 10, 2017 at 3:21 pm
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    Thanks once again the great Dr samura I am samata lewis I want to share my testimony to every one here about what this great […] Read MoreThanks once again the great Dr samura I am samata lewis I want to share my testimony to every one here about what this great man did for me I was married for more than six years no child with this, my heart has been trouble so I don’t know what to do. And I have gone from one place to another still I did not found the solution of my problem on till one day in my office when a friend of mine came for a visit so I have been hiding this for every body not to share this problem to any one so when I see the situation on ground now my husband is about getting another woman, I try my best to share this with a friend so she advise me to contact this great man for a spell cast so I was not my self of telling her my problem so I ask her what we it take me? She said it we not take much time just three days it we be done then I look up and down were we I start from now? She insist for me to try him then I ask her for his contact she gave me his number and his email address his number or whatsapp +2348103508204 and here is the email SAMURATELLERSPELL@GMAIL.COM so I called him first before I emailed him to know if his is the write person so he cast the spell and am so happy with my husband with two kids with this, the man is great and his spell casting is real thanks to my friend may God almighty bless you all from Samata lewis. Read Less

  • Nelson

    September 14, 2017 at 1:29 pm
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    Dr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your (HEPATITIS B AND ANY OTHER DISEASE) ,He is only person that i can […] Read MoreDr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your (HEPATITIS B AND ANY OTHER DISEASE) ,He is only person that i can boldly say he can cure any types of Disease.my wife was having HEPATITIS B for more than 5 year when i met Dr Bello online how and how he has cured so many people and how greatly he has helped many individuals online,so i contacted him and explained my wife situation to him and behold my wife was cure with his herbal medicine and now we are living happily, so to anyone issue on herpes challenges i advised that you contact him for help and he will send you the medication and you will be fine and OK : adeyemibello1990@gmail. com he can also cure any disease such as HIV/AIDS HEPATITIS B,DIABETICS,CANCER,HERPES E.T.C HE is the great herbalist man called Dr.Bello i must say a big thanks for curing my wife disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.his Mobile number: 09035594773 or what’sapp him on 08107996445 Read Less

  • Felisha Smith

    September 18, 2017 at 5:06 pm
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    I had relationship struggles in the past which led to the divorce with my first husband. After i and my ex husband got divorced, i […] Read MoreI had relationship struggles in the past which led to the divorce with my first husband. After i and my ex husband got divorced, i had another chance to re-marry again and just 5 years of my second marriage there was another divorce which almost killed me emotionally. I stayed for another two years been unmarried and a single mother. Honestly I wasn't really happy, there was a time i saw my first husbands photo and i realized how much i loved him and have missed him. I tried to get to him but i was told that he moved to Canada and i may never see him again. I wept bitterly that night thinking i have lost the man that i have had so much love for. I asked for advise on what to do and a friend of mine gave me Dr MUNA of MARVEL SPELL TEMPLE email ID marvelspelltemple@gmail.com i consulted him and to his very best with his powerful spells he helped me with a love spell and returned my ex husband back to me in 2 days. I am now happily living with my first husband and we are married again. DR MUNA, You are a man of your word. Thanks and i appreciate all the help you have rendered to get my ex husband back into my life again. I am begging who so ever that is facing this similar problem to contact this powerful spell caster on WhatsApp: +2348071660388, marvelspelltemple@gmail.com and consult him for solutions to relationship problems Read Less

  • Felisha Smith

    September 18, 2017 at 5:07 pm
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    I had relationship struggles in the past which led to the divorce with my first husband. After i and my ex husband got divorced, i […] Read MoreI had relationship struggles in the past which led to the divorce with my first husband. After i and my ex husband got divorced, i had another chance to re-marry again and just 5 years of my second marriage there was another divorce which almost killed me emotionally. I stayed for another two years been unmarried and a single mother. Honestly I wasn't really happy, there was a time i saw my first husbands photo and i realized how much i loved him and have missed him. I tried to get to him but i was told that he moved to Canada and i may never see him again. I wept bitterly that night thinking i have lost the man that i have had so much love for. I asked for advise on what to do and a friend of mine gave me Dr MUNA of MARVEL SPELL TEMPLE email ID marvelspelltemple@gmail.com i consulted him and to his very best with his powerful spells he helped me with a love spell and returned my ex husband back to me in 2 days. I am now happily living with my first husband and we are married again. DR MUNA, You are a man of your word. Thanks and i appreciate all the help you have rendered to get my ex husband back into my life again. I am begging who so ever that is facing this similar problem to contact this powerful spell caster on WhatsApp: +2348071660388, marvelspelltemple@gmail.com and consult him for solutions to relationship problems Read Less

  • Anderson

    October 4, 2017 at 6:55 am
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    (HOW I GOT CURED FROM GENITAL HERPES VIRUS ) I was diagnosed with GENITAL HERPES VIRUS , my doctor told me it has no permanent cure, […] Read More(HOW I GOT CURED FROM GENITAL HERPES VIRUS ) I was diagnosed with GENITAL HERPES VIRUS , my doctor told me it has no permanent cure, this virus affected me so badly that i was so ashamed of my self, this continued until a friend of mine Anna told me about Dr ejmen from west Africa who cured her mother from GENITAL HERPES VIRUS, I contacted this herbal doctor and he sent me the herbal medicine through courier service, when i received it i applied it for 1 week with the instruction and i was totally cured from GENITAL HERPES VIRUS permanently within 7 to 8 days of usage. if you are passing through the same problem you can contact him via his email you should know about his natural herbal treatment, Dr Ejmen email is been attached to my post reach him for help. drejmencurehome@gmail.com ‎ his contact number +2349061828381 Read Less

  • gaby

    October 5, 2017 at 6:53 am
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    To help with sexual performance problems for man/woman,cancer, Diabetic 1&2, Gonorrhea,Barrenness,meniere disease,Vertigo,Herpes,Impotence,tinnitus, High Blood,Parkinson's disease (tied),ALS,ETC.contact Dr EFOSA via email:EFOSAHERBAL@GMAIL.COM or whatsapp:+2348070897839 for herbal cure […] Read MoreTo help with sexual performance problems for man/woman,cancer, Diabetic 1&2, Gonorrhea,Barrenness,meniere disease,Vertigo,Herpes,Impotence,tinnitus, High Blood,Parkinson's disease (tied),ALS,ETC.contact Dr EFOSA via email:EFOSAHERBAL@GMAIL.COM or whatsapp:+2348070897839 for herbal cure medicine,thank you. Read Less

  • SANDRA

    October 5, 2017 at 6:54 am
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    I know a spell caster, who can cast spells on your behalf regarding the following.Most powerful man spiritual herbalist healer/ lost love spell caster/ instant […] Read MoreI know a spell caster, who can cast spells on your behalf regarding the following.Most powerful man spiritual herbalist healer/ lost love spell caster/ instant genuine money spells/ black magic destroyer . CONTACT Dr akana (templeakana@outlook .com ) or WhatsApp: +2348070897839 1. Getting your lover or husband back 2. Spiritual bulletproof 3. Training 4. Money spell 5. Long life spell 6. Prosperity spell 7. Protection spell 8. Get a job spell 9. Becoming a manager spell 10. Get a huge loan without paying any fee spell 11. Getting your scam money back 12. Child spell 13. Pregnancy spell 14. Freedom spell 15. Love spell 16, vanishing spell 17. Invisible human spell 18. Success or pass spell 19. Marriage spell 20. Avenging spell 21. Popularity spell 22. Killing spell 23. Cancer spell 24. Supernatural power spell 25. Madness spell 26. Free house loan spell 27. Production spell of films and movie 28. Hiv/aids spell 29. Tuberculosis spell 30. Loose weight and body spell Read Less

  • Allie

    October 8, 2017 at 10:49 am
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    Everyone of these parents sound depressed. Feelings are not facts. To feel the above confessions doesn't make these parents horrible. Let us not forget that […] Read MoreEveryone of these parents sound depressed. Feelings are not facts. To feel the above confessions doesn't make these parents horrible. Let us not forget that ableism. Let us not dictate the future of anyone with a disability, based off their abilities as a child. Read Less

  • Jolly

    October 8, 2017 at 2:00 pm
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    I want to let the world know about Dr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your. HIV/AIDS ,He is only person […] Read MoreI want to let the world know about Dr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your. HIV/AIDS ,He is only person that i can boldly say he can cure any types of Disease.i was having HIV for more than 3 year when i meant Dr Bello online on how he has cured so many people and how greatly he has helped many individuals online,so i contacted him and explained my situation to him and behold i was cure with his herbal medicine and now am living happily, so to anyone issue on hiv/aids challenges i advised that you contact (dr.ewadudemuspellcaster1960@gmail. com) he can also cure any disease such as(1) HIV/AIDS(2) HEPATITIS B,(3)DIABETICS,(4)CANCER,(5)HERPES(6)STAPHYLOCOCCUS(7)He can also bring back your ex back,He is the great herbalist man called Dr.Bello i must say a big thanks for curing my HIV, i own you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.his Mobile number+2348107996445 Read Less

  • Jolly

    October 8, 2017 at 2:00 pm
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    I want to let the world know about Dr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your. HIV/AIDS ,He is only person […] Read MoreI want to let the world know about Dr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your. HIV/AIDS ,He is only person that i can boldly say he can cure any types of Disease.i was having HIV for more than 3 year when i meant Dr Bello online on how he has cured so many people and how greatly he has helped many individuals online,so i contacted him and explained my situation to him and behold i was cure with his herbal medicine and now am living happily, so to anyone issue on hiv/aids challenges i advised that you contact (dr.ewadudemuspellcaster1960@gmail. com) he can also cure any disease such as(1) HIV/AIDS(2) HEPATITIS B,(3)DIABETICS,(4)CANCER,(5)HERPES(6)STAPHYLOCOCCUS(7)He can also bring back your ex back,He is the great herbalist man called Dr.Bello i must say a big thanks for curing my HIV, i own you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.his Mobile number+2348107996445 Read Less

  • Monica Watson

    October 8, 2017 at 7:51 pm
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    Good day to all viewer online am Monica Watson From USA..Texas am so happy sharing this great testimony on how i was checking for solution […] Read MoreGood day to all viewer online am Monica Watson From USA..Texas am so happy sharing this great testimony on how i was checking for solution in the internet then miraculously i came Across Dr.Zuku the powerful herbalist that Cure Numerous individuals Herpes Simplex Virus,so I contacted him base on the testimonies I?m seeing about him on the internet, I was cured too by him, kindly contact him today through his email he can help you..drzukuspelltemple@gmail.com and so he can cure types of diseases like,HEPATITIS B,DIABETICS,CANCER,HPV,LOW SPERM CAM.. all thank to you Dr Zuku for your kindly help in my life his Mobile number +16177296273 Read Less

  • Pauline S.

    October 9, 2017 at 9:54 pm
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    I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect I want […] Read MoreI promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect I want to thank DR EDDY for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until I loosed my boyfriend, I required help until I found Dr Eddy a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast.four days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 3 years, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR EDDY released him up to know how much I loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I'm writing this testimony right now I'm the most happiest girl on earth and me and my fiance is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that's why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR EDDY for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address if you are any situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine, he will definitely help you too. Call/WhatsApp: +2348160830324 Email: dreddyspiritualtemple@gmail.com my name are Pauline .S from united state Read Less

  • jenny

    October 12, 2017 at 11:01 am
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    I'm so relieved to read this. I've been unhappy every single day ever since my son was diagnosed. I feel like this is a cruel […] Read MoreI'm so relieved to read this. I've been unhappy every single day ever since my son was diagnosed. I feel like this is a cruel joke. Read Less

  • hary bruce

    October 14, 2017 at 5:57 pm
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    HIV positive [ + ve ] illness . Last months, i saw an article on the internet on how this great herbal healer used supernatural […] Read MoreHIV positive [ + ve ] illness . Last months, i saw an article on the internet on how this great herbal healer used supernatural powers to heal someone from HIV, CANCER, and some other deadly diseases. I was HIV positive and i know this disease will take my life one day and i need to Live with other friends and relatives too . So I copied out the Dr Itua,the traditional healer 's email id: drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com and Contacted him . I will say he is a blessing. When i contacted him, Dr itua instructed me to do Certain things and i did all of them. 7days later Dr,Itua sent me an email to go and do a new HIV test in any Hospital. i went to a hospital to check my status, i was surprised. the lab technician Said That the test is HIV Negative [-ve] . my simple way of showing my gratitude to him is to refer anyone with similar issues to him.. You can contact him at drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com or call and whatsapp him on +2348149277967 my advice is to contact him and tell him about all your sickness.. HE CAN ALSO CURE THESE DISEASES. . 1. HIV/AIDS 2. HERPES 3. CANCER ALL KINDS 4. ALS 5. Hepatitis A,B,C 6. Diabetes 7. HPV 8. Coronary Artery Disease (Ischemic Heart Disease) 9. Alopecia 10.Bipolar disorder 11.Bed wetting 12.Carpal tunnel syndrome 13. Celiac disease 14.Ear Infections 15. Endometriosis 16.Epilepsy 17.Chlamydia 18.Syphilis 19.Gonorrhea Read Less

  • achima abelard

    October 14, 2017 at 6:06 pm
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    My life is beautiful because of you Mein Helfer.Lord jesus into my life as a candlelight in the dark. You showed me the meaning of […] Read MoreMy life is beautiful because of you Mein Helfer.Lord jesus into my life as a candlelight in the dark. You showed me the meaning of faith with your words. I know even when i cried all day thinking how to get well you weren’t sleeping you were dear for me.I contacted Dr Itua herbal center lived in west Africa. A friend of mine here in Hamburg she’s from Africa too,She told me about Africa herbs but was nervous about it.I’m really scared when it come to African because i heard allot of fiend things about them due to my christiannity I pray to god for direction,I take a bold step and contact him on email then move to whatsapp he ask if I can come over for the treatment or want a delivery,I said i want to meet him I buy 2 ways ticket down to Africa to meet Dr Itua,I went there and i was speechless Of people I saw there.Patent,Sick people.Dr Itua is a god sent to the world,I told my Pastor about what am into,Pastor Bill Scheer We have a wonderfully Real Battle With Spirit And Flesh.worship that same night,He pray for me and ask me to lead,I spent 2 weeks and 2 days in Africa in Dr Itua Herbal Home,After the treatment He ask me to meet his nurse for Hiv test when i did it was negative,I quitely ask my friend to take me to other nearby hospital when i got there it’s was negative.I was overwhelm with the result,But happy inside me.We went to Dr Itua,I thank him but I explain to him I don’t have enough to show my appreciation he understand my situation but promise him to testify the good work of his.I thank god for my dear friend,Emma I know she might be reading this right now,I want to say thank you.And a big thanks to Dr Itua Herbal Center.He Gave me his calendar which I place on my wall in my house.Dr Itua Can As Well Cure The Following Desease…Cancer,Hiv,Herpes, Hepatitis B,Liver Inflammatory,Diabetis,You can contact him on email or whatsapp,@..drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com,phone number..+2348149277967..He’s nice Doc,Talk to him nicely.I’m sure he will listen to you as well. Read Less

  • sarah nandutu

    October 17, 2017 at 3:01 am
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    I was diagnose April 17,2015 and find out I'm HIV positive.I was scared because there is no cure for HIV/AIDS but today some people still […] Read MoreI was diagnose April 17,2015 and find out I'm HIV positive.I was scared because there is no cure for HIV/AIDS but today some people still don't believe that there is cure for HIV, it can only be cured through Africans root and herbs,and our doctor's here in USA few of them know's about the African herbal medicine can cure Hiv but they chooses to hide it from us just to make a sales of ARV DRUGS. I did a research online finding way to get rid of my disease,I saw a comment about a herbal doctor on internet Name Dr Owona who has cured several disease with his powerful herbal medicine, I contacted him on whats-app, chat with him explain my self to him.He said he can cure hiv perfectly well , he gave me his request which i send to him. within 5 days he sent me the herbal medicine through ups courier delivering service And told me how to take the medicine for 3 weeks to get cured,I did for 3 weeks, within this 3 weeks i notice a very big change in my health and i new some thing great has happened then i went to confirm my result it was absolutely Negative.The doctor who new i was hiv positive was asking me how come i am negative, what did it took to get cure and were did i get this medicine from and how did i get rid of it I told him every thing about the herbal medicine that cure me. imagine doctor telling me not to let anyone know about it,I wasn't shock though i knew they know about the herbal cure but chose to hide it in other to make sales on ARV DRUGS,if you are HIV positive please contact my savior drowonaspelltemple@gmail.com or WHATSAPP him through this number +2348115204568. Read Less

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